My thoughts .... I miss you so so much . I have your voice on my phone , saved , yet I can’t listen to it as I can’t pick up my U.K. voicemail , but I know I’d cry AGAIN if I heard it . I long to teach you how to use Zoom , finally a way to speak to you everyday and you’re not here 😢. I know it would have been funny teaching you to use it and you would have called Meg for help 😂😂😂. I’m just lost without you to be honest . I miss everything , your quirks, your funny opinions , your nagging , your sayings , your gifts that are so amazing that I never ever would have thought of . I miss you going on trips and getting back and calling me to let me know you’re safe . I’m struggling every day just wondering what to do without you to be bloody honest . I want you back . I just want my Mum and I utterly hate that you are gone xxx I love you forever and always xxx